Ariana Grande was first seen for the first time since the bombing at her show in Manchester, England last Friday. Her sweet boyfriend, Mac Miller, greeted her with a lengthy hug and kiss as she came off her private jet. Miller brought one of Ariana’s dogs to greet her on the tarmac. With tears in her eyes, Miller squeezed her tightly and carried her to the waiting SUV with her mom, Joan, where they were then whisked away to her home in Boca Raton, Florida. Their home was surrounding with police officers and 24-hour surveillance.

Ariana is very shaken up from the incident and can’t help but feel like it was her fault for the attack. She has postponed her world tour indefinitely. Her only words to the public were from a tweet shortly after the incident:

Reports have also been swirling that Ariana Grande is completely traumatized and wants to end her career after the bombing tonight in Manchester. She feels responsible for ending people’s lives. More info to come!